I’ve been cheated out of knowing a little person.
Cheated out of seeing that little person grow.
Cheated out of watching that first step, hearing those first words or the first “mommy.”
I never got to celebrate those milestones, first birthday or any birthday.
Never got to dry her eyes after she cried.
Never got to look into those eyes and hear “I love you mommy”
Never will get to teach her how to drive.
Never will see her first day at school.
Never will comfort her first heartbreak.
Never will send her off to college.
No mothers day gifts from her.
Will this ever get easier? It’s been five years without her. Will this pain go away? We would be signing her up for kindergarten. She would be in preschool. This year is hitting me harder. It’s a milestone and I’m still not ready to say goodbye.
I’m a member of a club. I never signed up for. I want out. I want my membership revoked. I want my cassie back. I want this family whole.
3 responses to “I’ve been cheated”
I’m so sorry to hear this, you’re so strong! Inspirational ❤️
So heartbreaking. I’m so sorry to hear of your loss. I can’t imagine the pain you must have gone through then, or still be going through now. I really hope you’ve got a fantastic support network around you. ❤
I am so sorry, this is heartbreaking to read! I can’t imagine what you are feeling, but know that my heart goes out to you